Today was one of those days. No time to breath at work. Seemed like every time I turned around someone needed something from me. Even the drive home seemed to be a nuisance with slow drivers and every red light that was possible. It felt good to get home though. All I could think about was a nice, hot, relaxing bath.
Before I got to that point I decided to make a light dinnerâ€¦a fresh ,crisp salad with a little grilled chicken and home made Italian dressing. As I began rinsing the lettuce off with cold water my mind went to him. I was wondering what he was doing right at this moment. Was he working late tonight, was he driving home through the same nasty traffic I just went through, or maybe he was having dinner already somewhere.
My mind then wondered to the dinner we shared the other night. I remembered everything about him and nothing about the meal itself. We talked for what seemed like hours. We laughed and joked all evening. Even with great food and great conversation my mind still kept going to all of the small details. The richness of his voice, the light, yet very masculine scent of his cologne, his deep brown eyes and the way he looked at me many times throughout the evening – in a relaxing sensual way that made my heart skip a beat and my groin tingle with excitement. Several times throughout the evening he touched me. In small ways, yet there was an electricity that flowed through me like I had never felt before. He touched my hand across the dinner table – very lightly. I noticed the large size of his hands compared to my small delicate ones, the tanned, rugged , slightly course skinâ€¦.even the dark manly hair that was sprinkled over the top of his hand was vivid in my mind. Why is it t
hat my senses are super sensitive and keen to every detail about him.
I began chopping the lettuce and preparing the dressing. Shaking the cob webs from my mind as I knew it would be another tough night trying to get him out of my restless mind long enough for me to sleep tonight. I got the chicken from the fridge and decided to warm it a little in the microwave to make my dinner seem a little more formal. Pouring a glass of wine and sipping as my mind began to drift to him once again. His hair is thick, dark, shiny, and very soft. Cut short and neat, yet there is always that piece or two that falls across his forehead in a sexy charismatic kind of way. He has a goatee and moustache that I have wondered many times about how it might feel against my neck or on the inside of my thighs. His lips are thick and curved just so. I found myself looking at them as he talks, remembering how they felt the few times we kissedâ€¦and wondering how they would feel caressing my neck. Mmmm, and his neck. Thick, strong, definitely bite-able. Then we go to the sh
oulders. Theyâ€™re very broad and strong. There is a deep curve to his spine and his sides are very thickâ€¦ leaving no doubt that he has a strong backâ€¦one for lifting something with ease, or thrusting. Though he is a thick man, his waist is small. His ass is nice, tight, and also strong. He is tallâ€¦.6â€™4â€. Long lean legs.
Half way through my salad I realized I was doing it again. Lusting. I was thinking of every detail of him again and making myself ache with need for him. We have dated several times. We have a great time. We talk, we laugh, we hold hands, we have kissed in ways that made my nipples hard and my clit throb with needâ€¦.why do I have to be so stuck in my ways and let my morals prevent me from experiencing this beautiful man in full. Do I really need to wait.
I decided to clean up my dinner and go relax in a hot bath full of silky smooth bubbles, soft relaxing music, lit scented candles, and a nice cold glass of sweet wine. I drew the water as I slipped out of my work clothes. Laid my favorite purple silk nighty and black lace panties out so I could slide right into them after bathing. I lit the candles, put on the music, poured a second glass of wine, turned off the lights, and sunk into the hot silky smooth water. Mmmmmâ€¦.it felt so good as I laid my head back and concentrated on relaxing every single muscle from my head to my toes. I allowed myself to drift into a state of relaxation where the only thing I was aware of was the soft music and the thoughts of him that were once again sneaking into my mind.
He wants me too. He told me that he thinks of me constantly throughout his day and that he finds it difficult to get me out of his mind once the thoughts begin. He says we both need the relief. We are both adultsâ€¦and when the desire and need is thereâ€¦there is no shame in going for it. Each time we kiss the kisses get deeper and the desire gets harder to press back. Why do I press it back. Just one time in my life canâ€™t I just let loose and allow something wonderful to sweep me away without thinking itâ€™s wrong, or too soon. Gawd I want this man.
I find myself aching again as I think of him. The water is beginning to cool and I decide it is time to get out and relax in bed. I step out on to my soft fluffy rug and dab the water off of my now silky smooth and sweet smelling skin. I smooth lightly scented lotion on, slip the silk nighty over my head and into the lace panties. As I brush out my hair I notice in the mirror that my nipples are erect and firm. I am thinking of him again. Thereâ€™s nothing like feeling like a woman. Soft, smooth, sweet smelling, and wrapped in sexy, silky, womanly things.
I blow out the candles, turn the music off, and put my empty wine glass in the kitchen to wash out tomorrow. I decide to slip into bed and read a little of the latest novel I have been trying to dive into. My bed is soft, sweet smelling, smooth, and so comfortable. The sheets feel like silk against my freshly bathed skin. I tryâ€¦.I read a chapterâ€¦not absorbing one single word because that is not where my mind is. I lay the book down and think. Call him. Just do it. Call him.
Before I even allow myself to think twice I hear his deep, rusty voice on the other end of the phone. â€œ hello, Em, itâ€˜s lateâ€¦.is everything ok?â€ Softly I say yesâ€¦.I just called because I was thinking of him. Honestly, I have been thinking about him all night. I hear the smile through his voice as he tells me he was laying in bed going through the same exact thing. He tells me that he canâ€™t get me out of his mind. He thinks of every detail – from the way I smell, to the way he feels when we hold hands, to the way my lips feel against his. His voice goes deep and to barely a whisper when he tells me â€œ I just need you Em, I need to feel all of you, to experience you, and to give to you all I have to giveâ€.
We were both silent for what seemed to be eternity. I then softly whisperedâ€¦.â€œcome over, nowâ€¦.I will let the door unlocked. Just come to me.â€ There was a deep sigh of satisfactionâ€¦.and the response â€œ I am on my wayâ€ â€¦ the phone clicked and the call was ended.
Nervousness now sets in. My heart is racing and my body begins to react. Did I really do thisâ€¦.was it the right thing. What will I do when he gets here. Will I chicken out.
I pace the floorâ€¦.I sit on the edge of the bed. I decide to light some candles. I fluff my hair and put on a little lip gloss. Is this the right nighty to wear. A million things go through my mind.
Okay. I decide I need to calm down. It will take him a little while to get here, so just lay in bed, relax as best I can, and wait. Calmly. I close my eyes and concentrate on relaxingâ€¦from my head to my toes. I breath deeply and calmly. I can feel the calmness coming. I can feel myself float on that cloud of comfort again. I can also feel the lust building again. It seems like forever since he said he was on his way.
I hear a clicking sound that seems far off in the distance. Did I fall asleep. Was it the door.
I lay and listen as I realize he is here. His silhouette is in the doorway to my bedroom. He is in jeans and a t-shirt that he is slowly lifting up and over his head. He stands there now in just his form fitting jeans. His chest is covered in thick, dark, silky hair that has a black trail that draws your eyes to the top of the zipper on his jeans. My heart races and I feel like I canâ€™t quite catch my breath. There is just enough light from the candles that I can see a soft smile on his faceâ€¦.and a look in his eyes that matches the lust I am feeling. Iâ€™m not sure what to do.
I begin to sit up as he whispers â€œnoâ€¦.stay where you areâ€¦.let me come to youâ€. He walks slowly to the side of my bed and sits on the edge. I swear he can probably hear my heart pounding through my chest as he reaches out and slides the backsides of his fingers gently across my cheek. He is looking at me with such desire it catches my breath. He whispers for me to close my eyes.
I slowly close them as he leans over and kisses my foreheadâ€¦.my cheekâ€¦my eyelidsâ€¦and then presses his lips very gently to mine. Mmmmâ€¦so deep, yet tender. His hand cupping my neck, moving slowly and caressingly to my shoulder. One hand behind my shoulder and the other behind my neck he pulls me to himâ€¦.kissing me more deeply, passionately, yet still very tenderly. My arms slide around his neck, my fingers grasping the back of his thick, soft hair, while I slightly arch my back as I try to press into him as deeply as I can. A slight tease with his tongue across my lips makes me softly moan against him. I have never felt desire like this before. Every part of me aches to be touched, kissed, licked, and used.
I need to feel himâ€¦all of himâ€¦close against me. I pull him gently and he immediately responds by laying his large, firm body over mine. My senses are alive to every single detail. His lips against my neck, his warm breath causing my skin to tingle, the soft deep moans as he responds to my touch, his hands very slowly and sensually caressing my skin, his broad shoulders beneath my arms as I pull him tightly to me, his hard, nicely shaped and firm chest pressed to my breasts, the rough zipper of his jeans rubbing my groin, and his legs beginning to wrap around mine and pull me tight. I am keenly aware of every sensation and I am growing moist quickly with need. I have to tell myself to slow downâ€¦enjoy every second of itâ€¦.I have waited so long so donâ€™t let it pass too quickly.
He begins to lift himself slightly from me and lean a little more to the side. Still kissing my neck I feel his hand rest on my hip. Its warm, large, and strong. He slides it slowlyâ€¦painfully slowlyâ€¦down my hip and to my thigh. I can feel goose bumps form as my skin even reacts to his touch. Slowly he slides up under my nightyâ€¦.up along my sideâ€¦gently caressing my skin. I can feel my nipple hardening as he gets closer to my breast. Itâ€™s erect and begging for his touch. It seems like forever until he finally cups my breast with his hand. Slowly running his thumb across my pleading nippleâ€¦.my breath catches in my throat as my leg instinctively wraps around him trying to pull him in. He doesnâ€™t let me. He uses one finger to pull my nighty down and expose me. His lips go from my shoulder to my nipple and he teases me incessantly. His lips gently pull and his tongue gently caresses. My fingers in his hair and my head tilted back as small soft gasps come from my throat. I whisper â€œpleaseâ€â€¦and he takes my nipple inâ€¦.fully suckling it and sending chills all the way down to my clit. Mmmmmmmmm, I moan deeply.
He sucks and pulls until I can take no more. I need to kiss him. I need to taste his lips. I pull him to me and press my lips to his. His lips open slightly as I slide my tongue gently in and against his. Mmmm, sweet. He moans and kisses me deeply while pulling me almost painfully to him. Deep, wet, hard kisses that make my head spin and my clit throb. With no hesitation his hand slides down my stomach and into my panties. In one swift move his fingers finds meâ€¦parts meâ€¦.and slips deep inside. I canâ€™t help but moanâ€¦..deeplyâ€¦loudly. He slides in and out just a few times and then stops. My hips still responding and grinding against him. He raises himself slightly and slides my nighty up and over my headâ€¦.tossing it to the foot of the bed. We roll and I find myself on top of him. My nipples against the full mass of thick dark hair. My legs spread around him with my crotch pressed against the bulge in his jeans. Arms wrapped tight around each other as I cant help but
grind. My body writhing as I run my nipples across his chest of thick, silky hair. Mmmmm, I need him soon.
I need to catch my breathâ€¦.and I want to look at himâ€¦.laying thereâ€¦.beneath me. I pull away and sit up. I slide both his hands to my breasts and force him to cup them firmly. His thumbs teasing my nipples as he looks into my eyes. Both of us dreamy in a fog of passion. I am slowly, gently grinding against him as he is pressing his hips gently up into me. Now I need to see more.
I slowly slide down the front of him. He tries to touch meâ€¦my shoulders, my hair. But I push his hands aside. He understands I just want him to lay there. I want him to feelâ€¦not do. I slide down so that I am on my knees between his legs. Slowly I unzip him as I look into his eyes. A slight moan comes from him as he anticipates what I am going to do. Slowly as I unzip I expose his manliness. Thick, hard, pulsingâ€¦.and stemming from the rich nest of hair that was at the end of the chest trail. Mmmmmâ€¦.how masculine. The slight smell of musk in contrast to his cologne causes my head to spin as I take in his scent.
I slip his jeans down over his hipsâ€¦.off to the floor. No underwearâ€¦.just jeansâ€¦and man. I slowly slide back up his body and I very gently rub my face against him. Sensually kissing, nibbling, and licking the inside of his thighs. His body slowly grinding as he tries to touch my hair, my faceâ€¦.but I donâ€™t let him. He lays and allows me to pleasure himâ€¦.concentrating only on what he is feeling. I reach his groin. His erect and throbbing dick laying against his stomach exposes his balls completely. I nuzzle them. Lick them gently. Suckle them softly and slowly as he moans out loud. His knees bend slightly and he writhes in torment as he begs me to take him.
I use my lips to gently caress him. All the way from the base to the tip. Warm, hot, wet lips sucklingâ€¦.teasing. Licking the head and twirling my tongue around it. His hips thrusting gently. His breathing is fast and deep. Slowly, I take him. I slide him in and suck him all the way to my throat. His head falls back and he moansâ€¦deep and hard. I gently grasp him at the base as I suck him in and outâ€¦.deepâ€¦and to the tip. My tongue dancing against his cockâ€¦feeling it throb and pulsate with pleasure. Now his hands are in my hair and he is gently rocking, in and out. I then gently take his balls in my hand â€¦lifting themâ€¦and slide my finger below them to his ass. He moansâ€¦..says in small gaspsâ€¦.â€no, stop, I donâ€™t want to cumâ€¦.not yetâ€. I take him deepâ€¦.hold him thereâ€¦and simply caress his cock with my tongue. Mmmmmâ€¦tasting his pre-cum shows me he is ready.
His hands slip from my hair to my face as he pulls me to him. He presses his lips to mine and kisses me deeply. Holding me to himâ€¦.tightly. Again, in one quick move he is now on top. His kisses are passionate and deep. His cock is against my clit. The full length of him rubbing up and down along me. He is driving me crazy â€¦teasing. I want him inside of me. I need to feel him deep. I try to thrust my hips several times to take him but he doesnâ€™t allow me. I am so wet that I feel I can slide him in easily. But he keeps the tip just at the entrance. I begâ€¦..â€ Pleaseâ€.
He suddenly changes. He slides down my body and bites the inside of my thigh. Not hardâ€¦.but definitely a bite. And then he licks itâ€¦.kisses itâ€¦so close to my mound that I can feel his hot breath on me. My hips grinding. He slips both hands up under the side strings of my pantiesâ€¦and slowly slides them down off of meâ€¦.caressing my thighs as he goes. He then returns, and with no hesitation he covers me with his mouth. Hotâ€¦.wetâ€¦and hungrily he sucks my swollen, throbbing clit inâ€¦.flicking it with his tongueâ€¦.massaging itâ€¦.suckling itâ€¦.and driving me to the edge of an instant orgasm. Waves of extreme pleasure come over me as I can not control my soft, deep moans. â€œOh Gawd make me cum.â€ My hands in his hairâ€¦.thrusting my hips and fucking his mouthâ€¦.his hands grasping my assâ€¦.I cummmm. Mmmmmmm, sweet, extreme waves of pleasure.
He allows me to ride the waves only for a minute when he slides his body once again over mine. He pulls me tight, kisses me deeplyâ€¦..and slides inside!!!!! Mmmmmm Gawwwd !!! I am still tight from my orgasm that my pussy grasps tightly around him. Both of us moan out loud. He is so thick, so hard, and so needy. He just stays there for a minute. I cant lay stillâ€¦I try thrusting my hips and fucking him but he holds me down with his weight and his strengthâ€¦.makes me beg. I cant breathâ€¦.I need fucked.
Slowly he begins. Slowly outâ€¦.all the way to the tipâ€¦.and inâ€¦.all the way to the balls. I can feel the head, the throbbing, the thick blood filled veins pass by every pleasure point inside me. His arms are wrapped tight and his lips are pressed to my neck. Hot breaths and small moans with every , teasing slide of his cock. Innnnâ€¦and outttttâ€¦.Mmmmm. My legs wrapped around him, pulling him in, and my clit is exposed. I can feel his cock slide along meâ€¦his nest of hair tickle meâ€¦I am building to orgasm. I whisper â€œ fuck meeeee â€œ against his ear. Thatâ€™s all it took. He responded. He slid in deep, hard, and fast. The pumping rhythm increased as he fucked deeper and deeper. I was building to a giant orgasm as I could feel the rigidness of his cock begin to bend from intense pleasure. Both our bodies tightened. We clung tightly to each other as we both thrustedâ€¦.againâ€¦again. The closer he got to cumming the louder his moans got, the harder and faster he thrustedâ€¦.and the closer I got to orgasm.
He tensedâ€¦.moanedâ€¦.and exploded inside me. My senses were so full of him that my clit quivered, my pussy tightened, wrapped around him, and pulled his hot juices from him as I climaxed with him. Mmmmmâ€¦..my entire body shook with pleasure as his moan filled the room.
His thrusts slowed to rhythmic grinding. Sensualâ€¦slowâ€¦pleasurable. Soft gentle kissingâ€¦pettingâ€¦and breathing. We laid in each others arms â€¦him still inside meâ€¦and enjoyed the gentleness we both offered.
No words neededâ€¦just sweet kisses and caresses as we drifted onto a cloud of complete and total satisfied comfort.
As I drifted off to sleep. Reliving every detail again in my mind. Listening to his deep comfortable breathing. Smelling the scent of love making musk in the room. Feeling his strong arms around me. I wondered to myselfâ€¦.â€why on earth did I wait so longâ€. Yetâ€¦waiting so long is probably part of what made it so good.